date: Tuesday, June 14, 2005 @ 7:51 pm
title: Comics..
I used to think that
comics will separate me from God.
I was
wrong. wrong. wrong.
Every comics has its underlying motive.
Captain America - to ignite the flame of the every able-bodied man for war.
Batman - The impact of an orphan. The pychological instability.
Spiderman - the struggles between domestic and public responsibility.
Tomb Radier - feast to the eyes and the ficitional myths and lengends.
X- Men - discrimination and pros and cons of homo sapains evolution.ZHan - the fraction of everything. All above mention.Only applicable to literature students:
If O'neill could rediscover himself and his family by closing himself in the Tao house, behind a desk somewhere in the lonely corner of his 'home', with the door shut. With brawling and fustration and finally producing 'Long day's jounrey into Night'
I will be able to. With a little help.
From God.
I have a friend who could not fathom why she chose to come to SA and took up a course that is total alien to her and all the things that came upon right on her face. She ain't lost. She's just need directions.
So where's the directions?
From God.
I have another friends who questioned over my faith. My relationship with God. Anything and everything about Christianity or religions in the whole. He threw me questions after questions and wanted to have an immediate short and sweet answer - sorry! no shortcuts.So why Christianity? Why even believe there's such thing as GOD?
'Cos God gives directions? 'Cos He relates you as His loving children.
He's God. Good O'Daddy :)
Comics played a huge role in my up bringing.
Comics either cuts me from God or connects me. Simple.
Sometimes both. Seldom one.
During the valley of my teenagehood. When I went thru the 'Dark Ages'.
Comics was though a drug to me. I was addicted to Batman comics.
I will go 'Cold Turkey'..
Batman comics has its Darkness and its Light.
But in order for the sale to climb, there would be times of 'imbalance'.
That 'imbalance' season encouraged secular behaviour of me.
I was 'Batman'.The
revengeful and blood-thirsty beast that feeds on the physical torments of life. The fustration of the young that allowed bitterness to become his strength and feeds on it. The mind was his tool of destruction with his
hand soaked in crimson. He was the
advocate of Devil. Deception was his way of life. Everyday hidding behind a mask.
I was Darth Vader. Seduced to the Dark Side with dire consequences.
Hahaha.. Ooops. too detailed.. Lately, I discovered that I am quite an imaginery-prone person. I can imagine hell or the most romantic image that is quite exaggerated and siao siao :)
However. God's cool. He's always on time.
He came and defeated Darth Vader in a lightsaber dual.
He cut and slashed and drilled and pulled and everything.
I was healed. Light previls Darkness.
Seen it. Proved it. Done it. :)
The cumbersome and fearsome mask was removed.
My true concealed face was exposed.
Vader ceased to be. Anakin Skywalker returned.Just like any superheroes. My desire is still there.
Captain America for Jesus.
The Dark Knight that sends the Devil shaking in his boots.
Have a team of X-men for Jesus. Able to bear all pains.
The physique of Tomb Radier. Sexy Church Teddy Bear. ( Inside joke)
Be God-driven Spideryboy. Hehehe.. :)
In retrospect, life wouldn't be the same if I remain the same.
Since Spiderman has found his Mary Jane.
Maybe I should just give up my Mary Jane and have lunch with God sometime. Maybe a Big Mac would be nice. Somewhere near the beach with the clashes of the deep blue sea and the yakking of the seagulls. Noise but attactive.
I'm always attracted by the horizon.Whatever ZHan.
You need a reality check.
Check :)
